The End Of The World

Do you believe in that?

For me, it's more like a interesting topic: if tomorrow is the the end of the world, what you want to do?

I would like to stay with people that I love and talk to people all around me, maybe not telling them something like how much I love and so on. I probably just chat like the usually days with people.
Because even a simple chat could be treasury if there is no tomorrow, also, simple chat is the easiest way to communicate, I don't want to spend the last day of earth to thinking about my wording or some other issue.

All I want to do is make sure the last day is purely simple. With all of you.

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However, since I don't really believe in that today is the last day, therefore, I don't prepare for it. HAHA.

But, I do believe that this kind of issue is a good chance for me to thinking about their life so far, to evaluate myself and to ask myself that " Am I good enough so far?"

My answer is no, because I still want to be better and better, no matter mentally or materially or physically.
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Anyway, we should be happy if this is not the end of the world, and then we must keep making ourselves a better person and live happier.

Love/Peace

Glad

I am happy with my GMAT result yesterday.

I got my confidence back with the help of my God.

After a day off, I gonna start preparing my application documents, and it gonna be another painful road.

Anyway, I found myself step forward and it's really a pleasure.
I want to go to Europe again, for studying and living.

More works need to be finished!

All in all, I just got a useful 680 on my GMAT, and I wish I can keep going further and be there.

End

4 days left and I can end my GMAT journey.

I wish myself luck.

And I gonna pray for myself.
I need my god and my luck all come back together.

Ahhhhhhhhhh.....

More

I need to be more focused.

On my study, my future, my desire.

More more more.

I hate that my laziness lead me to the failure way.

I want to achieve what I want!!
Nothing gonna stop me!

December untitle

Nothing really want to say these days.
Not very tired but still kind of busy.

Life is composed of many small things recently. So many odds stuff.

好像認真讀書的情況這幾天有點消退了，真麻煩。我還需要更努力才行！

今天晚上吃飯逛逛很開心。

Less article

I Did not post many article in this blogger this year.

Mainly due to I'm too busy this year.
The other reason is that I use Facebook more.

However, I won't abundant this blogger cause this it is most pressure place for me to Share myself to Someone like you some very rare person.

還有我的電腦快壞掉上網變得麻煩
所以我都在用手機發文章。

最近就得Siri 之後稍微方便了一些。

總之我喜歡我的blogger,我想我還會繼續用下去。 寫一些我想寫的說一些我想說的。

先這樣晚安吧！

Last month

December the last month of the year.

It's hard to believe is coming to another end of a year.

How much did I grow?
Am I a better person compared to prior year?
And I stronger or strong enough to fly by myself?

未來這一年又將面對什麼樣的變化的時候我也迫不及待。
但又有時候太過急躁反而破了頭重新來過。

從現在開始我要一步一步穩扎穩打走向我的目標，就讓我成為走到我想要的終點的那個人吧！

說走就走, May I?

I will be.

I hope that I will be.

I hope that I will be, even though it is difficult.

Let's go.

Somewhere in the world, a peaceful place, a romantic place.
To find a place fulfill your soul and mind.

我無語。
只想靜靜的看著，享受那屬於我的當下。

now Focused.

Super failure

Still find myself affected, a lots.

Cheer up and be stronger.

That doesn't kill me!!!

Not at all.

One last year. I can do it next time.

Don't be the weak one. Never.

Disappointment

I can't say I am ok with the result.

Actually, this is the worst result in my imagination.

Well, I can come over it.
Sooner or later.

But, all I have to do now is being strong and face my next challenge.
I can do better this time.

Photo

A good day in NTU.

The sky is so blue and high.
I like you autumn.

Though sometimes you make me upset.

Don't want to lose

I am still fighting, and I don't want to lose this time.

I will kill you, the evil GMAT.

要努力學習堅持到底。
不可以放棄，就算有很多困難。

一次次的，我要再砥礪自己，因為想要所以要努力去得到。

No matter how hard it will be.
Come on!

Struggle

Dilemma, in work.

Hard to make a decision now.

And seeing people doing well in their area makes me feel a little upset. Because I am not well.

Oh, I need to focus on myself.
I don't want to fail and I don't want to be normal like those people.


Another emotional night.

Another Untitle

Nothing special.

Still, I want to quit and go chase what I want.

Today, I search some more chance, and hope that it will somehow work in the future.

去香港走走好了12月的時候，我需要一點心的衝擊，新的衝擊。
今天思考的一些，也規劃了一些。
希望可以繼續努力督促自己，我覺得我還不夠strong。
Mentally, not strong at all, and this is why I need to fight for more, to strength myself.


All in all, just a day passed, I believe I will be much better the day after.

真是胡言亂語的網誌。

Travel, somewhere

我真的好想去旅行，是真正的旅行。

去一個陌生的地方，看陌生的人做他們生活中的事情。

我不要度假，我要旅行。

今年真的沒有旅行過。
去泰國那次只能說是混亂的度假，連放鬆休息的感覺都沒有。


背起背包，去走走吧！買張機票，去遠方吧！

五馬分屍

時裝水刀名牌包，安素奶粉癌症藥，
電鍍風車公車架，歐洲人才飛機票。

by nnnew.

Untitle

Hard to make a decision.

To quit or not to quit, that's the problem.

And to find something that I really love to do for my life is even harder.

我想要很多，不知道該怎麼走才會到，
應該說想要走東走西走南走北，卻不知道怎麼走是終點。

有捨才有得，只有選定心中最渴望的，
才能夠走得長久走到終點。

然而，什麼是我最渴望的呢？

十月，過了一半。
好似一年又要結束了，我卻不知道我在幹嘛。

Exhausted again

Fiscally and mentally, I am exhausted.

Even though I already having a easier week in BSt, I still can't feel rest.

Things didn't get better and I am still tired.

一種無窮盡的失重與無力，幾乎吞噬了我。在笑容底下什麼都沒有。

我依就可以工作我不知道我在做什麼。
有種被榨乾的感受。

可以結束了嗎？I already lost my pace.

October

I miss the weather, in autumn, a bit cool, a bit slow.

October, such a month for remember, the last two years, I was in France in October.

我完全不知道我在講什麼，
生命中總是有那些你想要永遠記得的畫面。

October
And the trees are stripped bare
Of all they wear
What do I care
October
And kingdoms rise
And kingdoms fall
But you go on... and on..

U2- October

如詩一般的歌詞，簡短，卻寓意深遠。
這就是秋天。

深埋在落葉之中。

2009 moon festival

I was in Munich, the Oktoberfest.

I miss it so much.

That's period is still the golden time of my life. I wish I could go back again.

我想念在歐洲的每一件事情想念這些好事與壞事。人生走了一段想要凍結的時光，到目前為止我最想要凍結的是在歐洲的那段日子。

我絕對要回去。

To change, all you need is courage

That's what I thought after watching the movie: The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel.

Such a wonderful and interesting movie.

Seeing six all people using British accent and living in the over energetic India. Telling some live wisdom and secret.

真的滿喜歡這不電影的，總結這部片想說的，應該就是：改變的困難不在年紀也不在環境，而是勇氣。

我也要鼓起勇氣，去努力創作一個改變與新局。

Oops late

I miss the opportunity.

Oops! too late.

Well, it's my fault, and that's not gonna happen again.
我想，就先這樣吧！

有點可惜就是了，不過要繼續努力找找找！
Let's go!

But next time, be speedy and efficient.

THEN GET IT!

Reschedule

Have to reschedule my plan.

I am not into what I am doing yet.

That's a bad thing!
Must fight.

Keep encouraging myself.
I can do it if I play harder, not distract by the other things. #befocus

Come on life, I can face you and beat you.

Till the World End

I like this remix.

時光飛逝

不知不覺這個Blog也開了好幾年了也寫了1200多篇大大小小的網誌。

能有這意志力也讓我滿驚訝的。

真的有個可以說話的空間對一個人的正常心理發展是重要的我想。

最近的新熱門話題是：澳洲台勞。

一時間，薪資水準與人才價值成了顯學，但資源把持者依舊不為所動，
爽爽過，等著潮流過去，反正人群健忘。

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我看過滿多去澳洲打工的人的文章，
真的很大部分的人都是去體驗生命，去開拓視野，順便體驗自給自足的追尋之旅。

然而，媒體擅長的操縱扭曲，
讓這一切都變了形。
也看到了很多社會上莫名其妙的價值觀跟想法(雖然我完全不認同，但也只能尊重!)

對於媒體以及一些發言的人，
其實真的很無奈，究竟是什麼樣的因素會造成這樣的荒唐呢？
雖然說有觀眾有市場就無法制止這樣的行徑，
但身為媒體人以及一些對外公開發言的人，難道不應該負有改善社會現象，以及導正社會價值的義務呢？良藥苦口但那是良藥啊！正確的新聞及節目內容雖然對收視率可能沒什麼太大的幫助，但是應該是良知的東西不應該被扭曲。

有時候，那種人性的自私，被放大在電視上，洗腦式的覆蓋在人們的腦海上，
於是，什麼都用市場機制，什麼都說觀眾愛看，但對於自身的善良義務完全拋諸腦後。
最後就是，加速社會沉淪。

也許我太悲觀了，
但的確，現在有太多負面的東西從我們的螢幕中不斷對我們投射，實在令人心寒。

Opportunity

Find some opportunities on internet, maybe it's time to chase it.

Wish myself luck.

But I didn't know that much about it, still have some work to finish.
I hope I won't be that busy like last week, so that I can have to my time to study and plan.

我想要好好飛飛，
去看看另外一端的世界，講實話我沒去過那地方。

試試看試試看囉!!!!!!!

iTunes Festival 2012

Last night was David Guetta and Calvin Harris!
OMG, how lucky if I could be in London last night!.

不過今年開放連台灣也可以下載app用iPhone/iPad看演唱會，
也算是德政一件。

今年錯過了 Calvin Harris 、 Avicii 簡直太遺憾了，
不過10月David Guetta要來，但我真的不相信台灣有什麼好場地可以使用。
截至目前為止沒有聽說有誰要去，所以先pending!

生活中有一點小好事，看看演唱會聽聽音樂，也是滿舒服的。
整個九月倫敦都好爽，有超多iTunes Festival可以看，好羨慕喔!

好吧！努力再努力，目標前往歐洲。

Green

Green light, I'm searching for you.

The most valuable paper in my company.

Start thinking about what is the best timing for doing this.

Kind of tired my job.

Try do hard to look for another way, but how could this be so difficult for me the have a solution.

Emotional and sentimental is what really under my skin recently.
Just keep trying and searching.

And please don't tell me that I think too much, I do want to think a lots, so that I can live.
Because I don't want to be those who live and work like a zombie, I am an independent human being, I should have the right to think!!

Gosh, I complain too much.

All in all, let me fly away from where I am.

六福村

Family day today at 六福村。

Tired day, 但主要原因應該是昨天打麻將打到兩點辦三點才回家今天八點就起床。

好久沒有去遊樂園玩了，
尤其六福村更是超級久違了。

比起小時候的感覺，六福村真的變小了，
小時候覺得每個遊樂設施都要跑很遠才能玩到，現在就走個幾步路就可以了。
以前覺得大怒神超級高超高，現在看到，好像也還好吧！哈哈。

只能說長大了，觀感神經也變化了，
生活中一步一步的改變，在這些時候也就一次感受到明顯的差異。
人生就繼續走下去囉！

今天玩得滿開心的，不過因為昨天這樣虐待自己，
所以今天真的無力玩笑傲飛鷹，而且也怕一玩心臟就停了......

以後還有機會吧！
不知道下次去會是什麼時候了。


(但我覺得家庭日沒有補假真的很令人不爽啊！而且也沒抽到new ipad 嘖嘖)

Another month end

By August, a month that bother me for almost 3 years and probably will have the fourth year.

Anyway, September usually will be the month that I plan for the future and try my best to get it.
No exception, I set up my plan again and will start my work since tomorrow.

I want to fly over the island and chase what I want somewhere.

加油吧！
青春短暫。

勇往直前。

現在要努力準備考GMAT然後想辦法拿到老闆的推薦信，之後就希望考上我想要的學校，再來就是去法國讀書，至於邊讀會發生什麼事情我就不要預料，太遠了，要順其自然。

Life is a story and we all try to write the best story that we could.

To live a better life in somewhere I love with someone like you.

Concentration

It's hard to concentrate now.

Damn I hate this.

Doing things you don't really like and it gonna spend most of my time.

I wanna scream, loudly.
Tell you that I do hate my life.
I wanna run away, far far away from here, a island without any hope.

I feel I close myself again, deeply close.
No further.

Where is my peace and absolute freedom. Where have you been? Ok, I just under quite huge pressure, and can't stop complaining about everything.

But one thing that is right for me is that, I really live in an islands without any hope. Yep, no hope here.

就算步屢蹣跚，也要努力爬向終點

This is what I thought recently.

Must fight till the end.

儘管很無心，也很乏力，
還是要完成。

只能不間斷的鼓勵自己，相信可以走到終點，然後 happy ever after.

好啦！就算沒有happy ever after至少可以說no regret也好。

我好想好想去歐洲看美術館，看畫、看攝影、看雕塑。
To walk on the street in Paris, to watch a musical in London, to take a picture of Prague.

Those cities I've been visit. The mountains and rivers.

希望快了，我要去成！！

But for now, I have to finish the exam and do it very well! Then start the next plan of ....

Olympic tennis

Oh, all my favorite player are into the gold metal final.

And all of them are chasing a historical game. Such a wonderful tennis event this year.

I do hope roger can achieve his golden grand slam and also Maria.

But Serena is such a strong player. I only want a super dramatic and high quality game tonight.

Glad to watch so many tennis games!!!!

Peace in me

I find a bit peace back.

Feel better about myself.

昨天該不會是連續被兩場台灣網球失利給影響了吧!?
也許，我看網球總是放很多心力在裡頭。

明天開始正式有時間專心念書了，我真的要專心不要再想太多其他的。
趕快考過讓自己可以努力邁向下一個關卡！

自找的麻煩就要自己解決，趕緊趕緊處理。

無論現在想要怎樣，都要先把考試考完考過！

決心。

A bad client

That could make you unhappy for quiet a long while.

This is life.

And I am learning to overcome this situation.

Trying to recover back from depression.

Though I also got so many things altogether at the same time, which makes me really upset.

So, I am still trying to solve all my problems in life.
Wish myself well.

Love And Peace.
Absolute freedom.
No limit.

The only one great thing is that I can really take a break from my job for four weeks.
But I already thinking about not going back....... I DON'T WANT.

Olympic

Olympic opening is such a creative a interesting show, and I like it a lots.

My sister can't stop scream for Mr. Beckham, but I have to admit, yes he is very handsome. haha.

the flame is beautiful and out of my imagination.

I love London, I wish I could go there again, to live another life there.

I just want to leave where I am now.
The poor life.

uncomfortable

I feel still feel uncomfortable about my life.

Live in a comfort circle that makes me too lazy.

I find myself going on a way to be someone normal.

And I hate it.

Can I just runaway from everything?

Fight more!

After 3 days off, it's time go back work!!!

Though I was planed to have a 5 weeks vacation!

Anyway, just prepare to finish my work in this week, two days is preferred if possible.

加油吧！
計畫雖然趕不上變化，但要努力讓一切最佳化。

休三天全家出去玩，其實是滿好的充電，
然後面對接下來可怕的工作，就繼續努力的完成吧！

再來就是我要好好去念書了，先念會計師再念GMAT跟托福。
希望明年可以讓計畫跟變化同步化！

by the way, 晚點再來po出去玩的照片，雖然很多都在FB上面了，但我還有數位相機！

OMG

Hard to decide who to support.

Andy Murray or Roger Federer, both are history maker of tennis world.

好緊張！

stocktaking

Going to KINMEN for stocktaking tomorrow.

I have wake up early.

I don't like it.

忽然被一種負面情緒壟罩。
著實令我無奈、不悅而且緊張困擾。
也許生活被鎖住了，被關在一個封閉的空間撞牆。

好多事情我都記不得了，
很多感覺都遺失了。

希望明天去金門盤點可以找回一些生活的感覺。

Unwell

Unwell, unwell, unwell.

Feel unwell.

In many way, I can't express.

The door is close again, and it's locked this time.

And Maria lose the game. Damn.

I want to leave my circle for a moment, though it's hard.

Wimbledon

126th Wimbledon.

What's a historical tennis event.

So many legend start from here, also, revised from here.
I wish all my favorite player can reach one of the highest honor here.

Federer請不要在早早出局了，這麼美好的機會，可以請拿下冠軍然後重回世界第一嘛！！
拜託你，我喜歡看這種重返榮耀的戲碼！
畢竟Sharapova今年已經成功給我這種愉悅的戲碼的，男網就靠你了。

不過我還是希望Sharapova可以維持住長一段時間，
畢竟不要曇花一現了，這樣的重返榮耀值得在光芒萬丈好一陣子。

Keep watching broadcast!!!!

I love May to August, with many great tennis continuously happen!

Give and Take

Get only if you give.

This is true. Especially in office.

雖然不一定那麼即時，也不一定符合當下想要的。
但總會的。

反過來，
若永遠死守著手上的東西，不肯放，不肯給，不願意提供更好的機會，
那就等著成為一灘死水。
因為，活著的都離開了。

A dinner talk, make me think about this, so I decide to give more and to help more and do more.
Not for a feedback soon, but to create a more powerful future.
Collecting the energy of future.

Pressure

Pressure in life.

I want to live my life.

And not yours.

我不想過著一種只為了滿足別人想像的生活。
為了你們的想要而過的生活，而不是我自己的。

isn't what I want.

So live in pressure, wait to be solved.

1 to 3

If there is still a chance, I may want to in.

But I think the best moment is passed, just wait for the final result.

我也不知道該說什麼，總覺得這事情煞那之間是有點吸引人啦。
總之，未來事情不是我能自己完全掌握的，
努力盡本分，做好自己分的事情吧！

不自傲不自卑，這才是最重要的。

Lost inside your love

Just happen to hear the song and really into it.

A beautiful song, with the Psychedelic voice of Enrique Iglesias.

Slowly, smoothly, into the song.

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好久沒有貼些音樂在網誌上。
也不是太懶散，也就是生活中被占據太多心力。
我還是不夠。
繼續加油！

Call me maybe

洗腦！
完全覆蓋。

好好笑。

So call me maybe! haha

Desire

It's not HTC mobile. It's my shopaholic!!

Always want to spend money to shopping!

That's terrifying.

買衣服買鞋子買褲子買電腦出國玩出去玩，
看電影吃大餐設計品藝術品裝飾品。

我的天啊！

Stop going out.

禁止信義區了。一不小心就會失手。

唉唉唉唉  漏財漏財喔！

MacBook

New macbook pro and ari. The 2012 styles!

Mmmmmmm, I want one of them to replace my old, hot and super slow laptop.

But, which one is better for my need?

Think about it.

終於等到該換筆墊的時刻了，
線在這台真的是太可怕了，我連youtube都不能開太多，不然會當機。

Chrome也不能開太多分頁，不然跑步不動。

Well, 雖然37900有點小貴啦！
畢竟現在windows筆電真的滿便宜的。

但我想要Mac想好久好久好久了，而且現在Mac也可以完D3啊！
哈哈哈哈，既然遊戲都慢慢開始支援 Mac了，那就沒什麼好說的了！

從這個月開始存錢，到九月發薪水後應該就可以購入了我想！
畢竟他七月底才會進到台灣，也不用太急哈哈。

唉呦，消費慾望真的很強烈。

6 pm

Finally, after almost 5 months of hard work.

I can leave office at 6 pm ON TIME.

真是件令人開心的事情，所謂的生活又回來了。
也是該努力讓自己放鬆一小段時間，充電一下，養精蓄銳。

接著往下一個目標邁進。

工作地一年的目標原則上已經達到了，
只差在最後一點技術上層面問題決定，究竟我該不該接受這個offer，
畢竟有獎賞就有代價，破格的代價的確不小，
我願意在這份工作上多付出嗎?

I haven't decide yet, cause it's a really big issue for my career plan.

Well, I still have some time to think about it. For now, all I need to do is relax for few days.

Enjoy the life around me.

然後，再大步往前吧！

French Open

The female final champion : Maria Sharapova.

Such a touching come back, after the shoulder surgery.

 好感人的瑪麗亞

也太好了我終於事隔多年又看到我最喜愛的選手之一得大滿貫了。

Federer也今年麻煩加油一下哈哈再來一個吧！

French Open

I wish I could be in Paris now!!!
To watch this big tennis event.

截至目前為止，難然有些冷門，但還好 Sharapova and Federer still on court!!

希望可以看到男女單的冠軍都是我想要的！

End of May ii

Can't wait for the next, when to be free ?

UNKNOW.

至少快讓我去泰國渡個假吧！

然後接著就是專心一切去準備會計師，我覺得我有讀書的新動力了。

然後，真的連我也無法確定了。

我要繼續變強，心理、身體、智慧、能力，各方面都要継續努力！

End of May

With unstoppable busy peak!

With a family war btw mom and brother.

With uncertainty of future, relationship and thought.

It's a totally different May in my life.
Haven't known whether its good or not, but life is like that and I have to move on.

I feel that I falling into a mystery of life. A part that I don't really discover before.

Drama

Such a loooong time since last time watch a drama.

It's good to back to theater for a show.

太久太久了，
都快忘記劇場的節奏跟模式了。
不過今天看的戲真滿好笑也滿好看的，雖然我不完全投入，但有些小地方也滿抓住人的。

。

挺開心的哈哈！

May

A busy month, and usually the end of peak period.

Though not for me this time.

Anyway, still trying to fight for future. Learn to be better person.

Long time away from my blog, cause the busy life.

Nothing really special recently. The only interesting thing is that I live Taichung for almost two weeks, and eat lots of food!!!

Gain a little weight, pretty good news for me haha.

My sister got the permit for studying in France, congrats to her, and I have to do some more to earn what I want!!!

V intl.

I just found channelV international in MOD.
So happy with lots of western music video!!

重要的是，還是HD的！
好開心啊，可以一直聽音樂了！

Grass and Sky

有多久沒有躺在草地上。

有多久沒有看著藍天。

I almost forget how big the sky is.
What is the infinity of the big blue.

I also don't remember how comfortable the grass is.
What is the nature bed of mother land.

有種單純的平靜，
與世無爭，沒有被侵門踏戶的干擾。

深深沈浸在無邊無境的藍色中。

短暫的，從這混沌黑暗無光的小島脫離，敖翔在思緒中。

I like it.

work

從楊梅工業區傳統製造業，到信義計畫區精品業。

這兩周差距實在滿大的，還好我有主動爭取。

唉唉唉，最近總喜歡唉唉唉。
生活似乎不大如意。

但好像也沒有真的怎麼樣，人前我還是很開心的。

不過這禮拜能拐到精品業查帳也真是挺開心的，
要多了解ˇ多學習才，雖然香港人把帳做的非常難懂令人感到很無奈。

繼續努力真的，要努力！！

Life, recent.

Nothing unusual.

Nothing change.

Maybe a little.

我摸不大到前方的路，總是有點blur有點困擾。
決心與意志力越來越弱了，希望只是忙季症候群。

trying to find somewhere out, but with so many different ideas around, so hard to choose.
澳洲
法國
其實我還考慮過斯里蘭卡，but toooo hot。

好啦！
也許真的會是澳洲吧！想去沒去過的地方，雖然也很想看看那熟悉的景象中加上薰衣草，
不過時間就是這樣，有的不多，只能篩選排序做取捨。
明天要下決定！

舒適圈是不會自己移動的，所以我要動我本人才能跨出去。
唉唉唉，究竟什麼時候才好呢？
該怎麼走才對呢？
人生真是太複雜了，怎麼沒有人好好教導過我們，不是人生該怎麼走，而是教我們如何有走在這條路上的勇氣，總不會都要等我們自己上路自己練習吧！至少以前有些實習的機會給我們吧！
算了，抱怨這些沒有用的。

我極度沒有愛國意識我逐步了解到，如果放棄這可以得到那，我 totally 願意的~

生活
不好 過

因為
只有 得過且過。

re-define

It's time to start re-define my FB.

Actually, I like the idea of G+ cycles more, but there are no people in my life who really use it.

So,
只能改用替代方案了，還好臉書現在可也可以重整自己的friends' definition.
所以我可以將我想放進去的人放進去，然後說些別的。

But,
這有點大工程，因為我還在摸索中，
好像不大會用臉書其實哈哈。

anyway, 就這樣吧！

Midnight in Paris

So beautiful and romantic movie.

and also, some philosophy inside.

We are always chasing something, because we never been satisfied by present.
And we can't predict the future, therefore, we memorize the past.

舊愛還是最美嘛。

本來說好今年不去法國了，
看了這部片之後，怎麼辦又想去了哈哈。

真的是巴黎我愛你。

not only Paris, but all the France.

alive

After a walk, I am still alive.

And the world still alive.

好久沒去臺大走走，臺大真的變漂亮了，原來醉月湖一帶整修完成後做得滿不錯的，
不過我想，臺大真的該想想除了這種很表象硬體改善之外，究竟這學校需要的是甚麼。

但是，
臺大依舊滿有活力的，就是青春啊！
不知道是被保護的太好還是如何，總覺得這樣的無憂無慮青春洋溢，
與出社會後的現實，有種滿巨大的落差，
也許是因為能進臺大的學生，有滿大比例的人其實家裡環境都不錯吧！
更造就了無須關心太多這個社會有多麼不公不義，
對弱勢，對青年，對菜鳥。

也許大人總說叫我們乖乖念書，我們真的聽進去了，
所以應付考試應付得滿用力的，除此之外，因為叫我們不要多管閒事，
所以我們就找些更雞毛蒜皮的小事來玩，社團、之夜啪啦啪啦。

於是等到我們出了社會，
大人直接變臉，你們這些草莓什麼都不懂，這麼天真。

哀，其實也滿無辜的，惡性循環吧我想。

所以最後，是人才的都趕緊離開了。
我沒那麼厲害，但我正在努力加強自己能耐，然後我也要離開。
因為我不想管閒事，所以我不想讓社會變好，因為我只要好好念書，社會就會對我好。
如果，我發現我被騙了，
那我也就只好換個地方，換一個真的會備好好對待的社會了。

after all, 我覺得臺大真的變滿漂亮的哈哈，晚點貼照片好了。

no title.

I feel pretty tired about my job.

When is the end of it. I have to fight for the end to show up.

 真的其實沒什麼話可以說，
生活被工作霸占，完全沒有什麼思考的餘地。

就是這樣了。

快結束吧！

我想計畫真正屬於我的人生。而不是被歸化於這個社會上太多不合理的空間裡頭。

finally, two

TWO DAYS WEEKEND!

Why such a normal can make me happy.

查帳員生活真是太悲哀了，
本來想趁著Plan A無法執行的機會趁機轉成 Plan B然後脫離查帳。
但看樣子大家是不願放過任何人啊！

Well, I have to live in misery for a while.

But anyway, I can still enjoy this 2 days weekend.

Full

Full Full Full, Full capability.

Too much, can't even afford.

一個人被當兩個人用，一天被當兩三天用。

這樣連續三個月，會不會太過分了。

重點是，這樣還不會違法，你說會計師們是不是很厲害。

Worst thing is that it's going to continue until the middle of JUNE, Not just May.

April

Begin with the foolish day.

I am still kind of confuse about my life will be.

落入凡塵，有他自己的困擾。

還有好多想要努力的方向，但卻無從選擇起。
不能只有想想，想真的決定才行。

I am tired, extremely.

A job that occupy almost all your life, and I try so hard to create something called "Life" during my work.
After all, I found myself drained.

Periodical

Ups and downs, come around all the time in our life.

Too much work recently, can't even breath.

And the depression comes together.

I don't really like my life though every time when saw my bank account I fell not that bad, but I totally know that there are more in the world.

其實也不是真的想說什麼，只是真的是很累，身心靈無止境壓榨的感受實在不好。

Need some freedom.

One Day

7/15 every year.

Meet and Talk.

Love and Friendship.

20 years.

What's a beautiful movie.

So lovely.

Paris/London/Edinburgh.....The European Romance.


集合了眾多我喜愛的元素，清新的電影。
也許有些段落落入了俗套，但仍就令我喜愛。

這部片除了男女主角與敘述方式之外，音樂音樂音樂！
我喜歡這部片的音樂，不知該如何說起，但這部片的音樂真的太棒了。
音樂沒有搶走這部片的光芒，反而是輔助成為背後最佳的黑幕。

Oh, 我好久沒有寫電影了，都不太知道我想怎麼寫。

不過，我好喜歡這部片。

謝謝你推薦我，但很抱歉我忘了你是誰，謝謝你！

BBBusy

Such a busy period, I don't know what is the real rest.

It's just like wake up in the morning, start working till midnight and sleep.

Totally different from what I want.

What a misery.

一定會結束這一切的。
實在太過疲累的。

要什麼？

Still like winter

It's March now, why it's still cold and gray like winter.

Where are you spring???

難得悠閒的週末，決定去逛街，這次不去大自然，因為太冷、太濕了。

春暖花開，你哪兒去了！

Patient

Learn to be patient but will that waste time?

No idea yet.

But sometimes this comes with depression.

努力去適應這另一部分的人生，
也許辛苦，但得走。

心中

Still chasing something I really like.

My job my career my future.

去找到我真心喜愛，願意付出去追逐的東西真的很難。
也許是我自己個性造成的，畢竟我最擅長自欺欺人，把想法埋死死，連我自己都不清楚。

I need some time to think about myself, to find what inside me.

有關人，有關事，有關物。
I just want to find what I truly love.

Mountain

Little mountain climbing.

Do my work on the top of the hill.

找到一個沒有人的山頂，有舒服的草坪，涼亭以及坐位。
我打開電腦，看著底稿，繼續這嚇人的忙季。
雖然有些小黑蚊，但我喜愛大自然。

其實在找到這神奇小山頂前我先去了碧潭，那𥚃太可怕了。是一個被台灣人破壞的美景代表案例。

我是喜歡多些個人主義與個人空間。

有沒有一種感覺

此篇文章沒有內容。

因為還沒想到該如何闡述，那是什麼樣的一種感覺。

也許等到有一天，
真的發生了什麼，再來這裡寫說那是一種什麼感覺吧！

至少，滿多時候都讓我挺開心的，
因為，有新玩意。或，很久不見的玩意。

Books .com

Because of my tragic auditor life, I forgot to get what I bought in books.com twice.

And I lost some of my shopping money in the website.

This time, I won't let it go!

大買了五本書好開心，
而且明天就會送到，這樣我可以趁連假還沒真的結束前把東西拿到，
就不會再因為加班過度忘記這件事情了！

雖然我也不知道這些書我要到何時才有空把他們看完，
但購物金百在那邊浪費也太可惜了，所以趕緊花花吧！

Drive

First time on road driving since I got the licence.

It's fine.

Just a little nervous during driving.

從北投開回家，中間還去加油，總是平安到家了哈哈。
連假的一點小突破。

重點是五月要去台中開兩周的車！！
繼續練習啊！！

Travel.

I want to travel.

It's just like a dream.

I want to fly.

to somewhere.

not stay in the raining, cloudy country with so many 疲累。

exhausted

After 6 days overtime working.

Oh, the holidays is ruined.

I was plan to visit Hualien again, with my dear friend.
Now I was just wake up for 2hrs. I even not able to have lunch when 12 o'clock.

我希望這一切在這短短兩天可以結束，
因為周二還要進公司加班。

一切就像是崩毀般無力。

嚴峻。

I really want to have some fun somewhere.

LOVE

A film.
I like this movie.

Not only there are so many good looking actor/actress, but also it's a touching movie in some place.

中文電影最大的優勢在於我們都知道中文，也知道什麼樣的句子能感動我們。

於是，這部片中最令我喜愛的便是那些穿梭其中，關於愛的台詞。
有哪些，套句李大仁說的：很多，經常，不勝眉舉。

當然，這部片長2小時，又大堆頭，說角色刻劃一定無法深刻到哪去，但好在鈕導這部分挺強的，所以也不至於令人覺得太平板。不過這也是台詞幫了很多忙。

另外，我很喜歡開場那段長鏡頭，雖然不大能判斷斷點在哪，但因為我個人很愛看這種長鏡頭，所以整部片一䦕始就捉住我了。

愛，很大，很常。
最近真的看了不少。

29

29 hrs OT, since Feb.

I am kind of busy recently, but I kind of used to it.

雖然忙但我越來越工作狂，
反正就這樣吧！

等到我達到某一個程度的時候，就放下一切轉身前往下一個天空。

(hope so.)

這也是我為什麼2月份寫網誌的量超低落的原因我想，
我很久沒有寫這麼少的量，因為我希望可以好好記錄生活點滴。
殊不知，工作是最可怕的占據。

Good morning tennis

Though I worked till midnight.

I still wake up at around 8 this morning, cause I want to play tennis.

將近半年沒有碰網球了，
好開心能再次打球。
太好有人可以陪我打球，而且大家生活作息差不多，好約！

好啦！這麼早起來有點累，
加上好久沒有運動了，動一下之後也已些累了。
我決定要去洗澡睡個回籠覺。

希望之後還有時間可以打球。

Tiny break

It's a really tiny break, I mean when I can go back home at around 7 pm tonight.

Cherish this kind of tiny break.

另一方面，
也實在太難過了，七點回家我覺得是休息。
只能無奈啊！

總之，
這禮拜case相對輕鬆，周末也不需要進公司，
繼續保持好狀況吧！！

TNUA

雖然英文名字是個令人不解的學校，但這的確是台北最美麗舒適的學校。

關渡美術館，超旅程 未來媒體藝術節。
好一陣子沒有這樣了，悠閒的下午，喝咖啡、看展覽，有陽光有風景。

雖然今天看得展覽是當代藝術，但我卻有著無比的溫暖，好像心中很重要的一部分被憮慰了。

工作，也許占據了生活太多太多，
但這樣一點小小的幸福，是不該被遺棄的。
因為生命，不只是一件事，而是無數件事的組合。

No title

Feel much better recently, body and mind.

Over those blue period, and see the sunlight.

我想就是一段這樣的日子，有時候總是會忽然出現的一些低潮。
過了就過了，
我要再繼續努力了。

儘管我對我的工作沒有熱愛，
但截至目前為止也沒有不愛，而且以增加自己本錢的角度來說，
應該也還可以啦！

至於再往更前面看的話，
繼續走走看看，儘管有些小計畫，但也是得隨時間修改了。
畢竟這絕對不是可以立刻決定的事情。
我會堅強努力下去，堅持到底！

Sometimes, alcohol can really help.
But, not always, mind is much important.

Poor body

I shouldn't drink that much Saturday, now I feel so uncomfortable.

And it's hard to work with this body condition.

I decide to quit drinking for four months!!!!

先拉一天再燒半天，過了一天再垃半天，會不會太慘了些！
身體是自己的要自己照顧，別又大喝加熬夜這種胡搞了。

Hurry UP!

Hurry, cheer UP.

Not in a good condition of work, not physically, but mentally.
還是懷念許多過去，
還是想起許多回憶。

還是無法全力向前，
我該學會什麼？是盲目先不思考的學習，相信這會在未來帶給我更多機會。
還是，盲目追尋的思考，找出真正的方向。

In fact, there is not correct way to future.

於是徬徨茫然，不知道該如何前進。
看了那麼多的文章，卻依舊侷促現況。

最後，被時間超越，成為那庸庸碌碌追趕時間的人。

How sad is that.
If this is my life, then why I still have to fight for it.

Just need a way to cheer up, for the inside of my heart.

Better

Need to work harder. To achieve.

As time goes by, sometimes I found myself lost something, the energy, the passion, the creativity etc.
Just stay in the flow of life, just down into the water of sight from the world.

Don't lose to it.
And Fight for it.

需要再更多激勵我自己。
路很長，我只走了一小段，如果沒有動力，那後面那大段的路，也只能蹣跚前行。

I just wondering, the importance of wealth, the necessity of fame, and the reason of happiness.
The formula between them, or, is there a formula exist?

我走在一個充滿數字，充滿金錢的地方，
我看到的就是這些東西，那我能仰慕的呢？
我是不是早已經被影響了？

Are those things already in my head, for a long time, and I can't even figure out how they looks like...
Actually, I feel down recently.
Trying to understand what I am doing, and what's my goal.

Am I still have the courage to chase my love my desire? A HUGE QUESTION.
或是我又膽小如鼠，
緊抓著手上那一小塊起司不放，
舔食著這一點點小小的美味，腦子去總想著那遠方的起司夢。

So many thing come together, all cross my mind and I still trying to catch them to find out.
The blue in vocation, and because of the vocation, I can finally have time to have a blue from thinking.

All in all, I just want to make myself a better person, to deserve the life.

Out of control!!!

約莫是有十根筋不對勁，所以我決定買了這張原聲帶哈哈哈哈。

真的是第一次有連續劇讓多放了一些感覺進去。

這不大好。
該準備上班了！！

Lady's Final

Well, it's Azarenka's time!

Poor Maria.

不過其實兩個選手都不錯，都可以哈哈。
但這場比賽有夠難看，一面倒，好無聊。

真是....

就這樣吧！

又一個球后，還好這次不是無冕后！

Discount Season

CROWDED.

今天想說Zara真的打折打得滿有誠意的，加上天氣不錯，又休息足夠。
所以來去想要逛ZARA買個襯衫，媽啊想嚇死誰啊！

人超多！
人超多！
超多！
超多！
多！
多！
多！

於是我就放棄了，不過這麼漂亮的價格放棄實在滿可惜的。

所以，明天我要一早就去買，趁開店就衝進去！！！

我不是瞎買喔！我是真的需要襯衫，其他隨緣。

Australia Open

I love the Australia Open.

Even though Federer was OUT yesterday.
But at least I still have Sharapova tomorrow.

今天晚上的semifinal實在太精采了，Djokovic vs. Murray大對抗簡直戲劇張力十足啊！
不管誰贏都好，雖然我這次希望Murray可以奪冠(已經不可能了)
畢竟Federer都已經輸了，那不如就讓總人失望的英國希望奪個首冠吧！

anyway, 男單決賽是老面孔，跟去年差不多，
希望明天女單決賽可以很好看，不過可以確定的是---會很吵！哈哈哈
Sharapova vs. Azarenka, WTA目前分貝量前三的兩位選手，
應該可以確定會是近幾年來最吵的決賽了哈哈。

I may not love you

OMG, I kind of love this TV episode.

很久沒有看連續劇了，其實這部我在上映前就有想要看的意圖，
畢竟衝著一些台大校友哈哈加上演員選擇都滿不一樣的關係。
再加上，難得沒有"富家少爺與窮家少女"的愛情故事，而是探討著愛情與友情的極限點。
這樣的題材卓時吸引到我了。

看完之後，
餘韻猶存，
我並不是專業的影評人員，我只是個看電視的小觀眾。
但這部戲真的最棒的地方在於真實，
也不是說有真實到跟現實世界一樣，畢竟如果一樣就不可能好看了。

所謂真實，
是我在這裡頭看見許多我生活我個人我經驗的投影，
一些觀念想法的雷同，以及一些過程的相似。

常在想，我會想做李大仁還是丁立威，很多人看完這部戲都想要有個李大仁，
但在現實生活中，那些左右逢源真正討好人的是丁立威吧。

不過，仔細想想我不可能成為丁立威，那跟我的個性有滿大的落差性，
我至少跟李大仁有共同點：不吃蔥，這樣就OK了。

很多東西，關於友情與愛情，
很多感想，我留在我的腦子裡以及一些我私人的角落。
但我必須再次表達，我真的滿喜歡這部戲的。

"人生有很多不完美，但不代表不美"
"如果我走過你走過的路，看過妳你看過的風景，我是不是會更靠近你"
"不要為了我，改變你想要的方向"
....

很多很多很多。

In time with you.

我可能不會愛你。

雖然晚了些，我最近才認真決定要看這部戲。

但真的滿好看的。

..........................................
其他等看完再說好了，
雖然我其實已經看過結局了(當初我看第一二集以及最後一集。)
(也是完全搞懂在演什麼就是了.....)

AO

It's Tennis time!!!

Australia Open 2012.

Wish I will be able to see many matches.
And I hope I can see some great match, wish all my favorite player!

ESPN HD,  I love you!!!!

President

The election is over, someone happy someone sad.

All we hope is just a brighter future and we can live a better life in Taiwan.

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這次選舉我覺得最有趣的是，台灣的選舉真的好有嘉年華風格喔！
我覺得我們應該要以此發展觀光，可稱之為選舉觀光or民主觀光。
想想我們每年基本上都有選舉，都有好有趣的造勢嘉年華，外國人一定覺得好酷好有趣。
拿來発展真是很有機會的我相信哈哈！

All in all, tomorrow is still there, and we still to live it. So, smile and go ahead together!

Good morning

Hello the world, I am glad as I exist.

Nothing I really want to say thus morning, just feel a pure happiness.

Though I have a heavy work and always cause me exhausted, I still enjoy my life in my path.

This is life, the imperfect one, and I try my best to live it better.

Do somethin'

Really want to do something.

Photo, Badminton, Tennis, Movie, Music. Whatever!

Maybe I will go to cut my hair tomorrow.
But for now, I need to sleep, it's a really tired life and I know it now.

Still, keep getting better, and focus on what I want and try to make it.
Life is my own, and I need to take the responsibility for it.

I can't wait for the Chinese New Year even though I have to give the red envelop this year.

Sleep Sleep Sleep, and energy will back!

Weekly

I probably will post weekly as I don't have energy to post during week day.

Really busy week with so much work to do.

But I didn't feel too bad I found myself kind of like to work.
But only before 11 pm.

Anyway, I finish pension, forward contract, other liabilities, some related party, some account receivable.
And I am gonna rest for the rest of weekend.!

OT

Because of the super overtime week, I am to tired to post new thing here.

I will try to do that tomorrow as I wont work for too long time.

Anyway, I am still like my job for now . So I can bare this kind of life.

The only thing I need is a really good sleep, so good night everyone.

Lucky start

NO OVERTIME TODAY, out of my imagination.

HAHAHA.

But I have to work this Saturday.

Anyway, keep enjoying my life.

Love and Peace.

First

1st post in 2012.

Another super year start from today.

I will go chase all I want!!!!!!!!!!
And MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Hey there, 記得要一起努力往前就算路不相同，但可以用同樣的熱情！

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新年第一天是上班日，不過是跟熟悉好同事去盤點其實還算OK。
真的要更努力以赴，一直要鼓舞自己不要隨時沉溺在悠哉之中。

加油！