26.2.11

I need a Doctor


很棒的一首歌,有師徒之間很深刻的感情於其中。
人生中總會遇到很多如意與不如意的事情,這時候我們需要一個Doctor。

讓我們可以回歸正常。

這幾天其實莫名的不開心,
我想是很明確的對於目前的生活感到疲倦了吧!
即使回了台北也還是覺得少了那麼些生活的動力。

Maybe I need a doctor, too.

先聽聽歌吧。


I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
I told the world, one day I would pay it back.
Say it on tape and lay it, record it, so that one day I could play it back.
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that.
Doubt startin' to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black.
Hope, I just need a ray of that
'Cause no one sees my vision
When I play it for 'em, they just say it's whack.
But they don't know what dope is.
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this.
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest.
You picked me up, breathed new life in me. I owe my life to you.
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do.
But it just dawned on me; you lost a son. Demon's fightin' you, it's dark.
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you.
I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue.
'Cause me and you, were like a crew. I was like your sidekick.
You gon' either wanna fight when I get off this f-cking mic,
Or you gon' hug me. But I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle.
You come to me with ideas.
You say they're just pieces, so I'm puzzled.
'Cause the sh-t I hear is crazy,
But you're either getting lazy, or you don't believe in you no more.
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form.
Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself,
Second guessing, and it's almost like your begging for my help.
Like, I'm YOUR leader.
You're supposed to f-cking be MY mentor.
I can endure no more!
I demand you remember who you are!
It was YOU, who believed in me,
When everyone was telling you, don't sign me.
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth.

You risked your career for me, I know it as well as you.
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy...
Dre, I'm crying in this booth.
You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours.
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more.
But I ain't giving up faith, and you ain't giving up on me.
Get up Dre! I'm dying, I need you, come back for f-ck's sake

[Chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Dr Dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the sh-t like it was just yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said was riding to the death
But where the f-ck are they now
Now that I need them, I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim
F-ck all you fairweather friends
All I need is him
F-cking backstabbers
When the chips were down, you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the f-cking wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon' see us in our lab jackets and ask where the f-ck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little cracker jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I leave
And I guarantee they'll scream, Dre don't leave us like that man cause...

[Chorus]
Im about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

14.2.11

V day

Day for lover and businessmen.

For the other, it's a ordinary day.

You have to work, to eat, to pray, to live.

So, for me, it just remind me that it's mid-Feb, and I have to arrange the bottom-half Feb.

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情人節結束,基於準備回營了,
所以要打篇文章張。

三月有滿多想要看的劇碼,碧娜鮑許的《Aqua》、表坊的《那一夜,旅途中說相聲》、果陀的《最後14堂星期二的課》等等,但是現在因為排假還沒定案,所以要等明後天,希望票不要都賣光光了~~

另外,四月還有Bob Dylan!!!!!
想辦法我一定要看到才行。
有興趣請快聯繫我,我手機都通很好找哈哈,只是早睡了些。

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最後,如果法國打工度假通過的話,我就要想盡辦法立刻退伍!!!

13.2.11

營區

其實我在營區裡真的滿快樂的。

尤其是在吃完早餐要去上班的路上。

陽光從我右邊照射,
金黃色的光芒,
映在中央山脈身上,反射出溫暖的綠意盎然。

有個時候雲霧飄渺,更帶出了一絲絲的國畫的優美,
下雨的時候雖然不是那麼方便,但你看看遠山在那琳著雨,
可以想見雨過之後的天晴是多麼清新舒爽。

更不用說曾經看過那跨越機場的彩虹。

還記得前幾天,有一幕讓我頗感動,
早上天氣陰沉,彷彿預告著將是難過的一天,
但就在早餐後那段熟悉的路途中,
我感受到溫暖的熱能從我右方輕觸我的臉頰。

向右一看,太陽努力的從雲中找到了間隙,
把每天我所期待的金黃色送了出來,
也推上了中央山脈。

這次因為那光是從縫隙中鑽出,也因此在山上的那光影是動態的,
在光的律動中,生命的美麗也從綠樹反射而出,
光輝映映的能量,真的令我感動,我很高興我人生中有這麼樣的機會可以去接觸美麗,體驗陽光所創造的生命能量。

Valentine Countdonw

2/14, one of the most commercial day in a year.

But also one of the most lovely day.

In my memory, I was/am also single during 2/14 since I was born.
Ha Ha!

又到年度商業節日情人節了,
雖然我不曾在這個節日有過情人(我覺得挺有趣的),
不過看到這麼多有的沒有的情人節東西也是挺不錯的,
至於情人就隨意了。

但是想到情人節要回營區.....跟一堆軍人度過....還是不免有些遺憾哈哈。

All my life I've been good but now, woah, I am thinking what the hell!!

well, 最後在倒數十分鐘搂。祝各位情人節快樂。

Music

Big Fight in Western Music.

Lady Gaga
Britney
Avril Lavigne

I like all three.

That's it!

12.2.11

sum of life

Everything come together and become....?

I don't know, maybe is "self".

一成不變的生活中,會想開始尋找一些變化,
生命會找到自己的出口,但是這出口是什麼?
是自己要的出口嗎?如果可以,還是自己找個合適的出口吧。

今天去參加教會好友的結婚聚會,
好大的場面啊!
不過以他們兩在各會所間所展現的,這其實不意外啦。
然後,我發現我件件的開始面對了詢問結婚的聲浪了,
從我媽到其他親朋好友,這真是太可怕了。

這股力量想必是想要在我身上找到個出口吧!
Which means....I gotta find a way out by myself, and, most important, faster!

Well, gradually understand that I am getting old, it's time to face more responsibilities of the society. This is the pressure of growing up.

當從生活各面的壓力聚集起來之後,
他們會產生作用,找到一個舒壓口,以現況來說,大概是結婚吧!

但是我有高抗壓力!還會移花接木!
請關注的目光多等等吧!!

Et Apres

What's a beautiful movie.

中文:今生 緣未了。

前年看過原著小說,法國小說,
其中帶有著許多惟美的風格。

這部片,我覺得最棒的是,
畫面以及音樂,在唯美的畫面以及恰如其分的音樂陪襯下,
整部片雖然步調不算快,但也不至於讓我產生無聊。

故事當然也是美麗的,
我為了你從死亡面前回來,然而卻在成人後忘記當初那份信守,
Messenger 藉由帶領面對死亡,重新讓我人生找回方向,
儘管最後我必須看著你死去。

生命無常,也許我們嘗試著要去打破那限制,
但,珍惜這當下的美麗,right now, right here,
生命。

Don't forget to live the life, not just survive.

Don't forget to tell people that you really love them.

Because you never know what will happen next second, and when is the end.

Again, a very beautiful movie, in every seconds.