Countdown

This is the countdown of my first job.

Last week being a auditor in DTT.

Can't wait to finish it, though I still have some work to do. 

And then I will start my summer vocation from Bangkok!

But I also wish that I can finish my CPA exam this year, I haven't knew the reason actually.

Anyway, I wish I can have the license later this year though it may not really help my career.

I did learn a lots during my first job, and I will keep that in my mind.

Now I really can't wait for my voyage to Thailand!

認識誰比你是誰更重要

商週上上週的cover story.

看了覺得真的滿中肯的，在現在這種超級網路連結下，每個人在網路上的一言一行都會對其他人造成影響。  

我想我要再更加強我自己才行，沒有天生的人脈，至少後天要去努力連結才對！

一直以來我都把生活圈鎖得小小的，這樣似乎對我未來發展沒啥幫助，要再努力突破個性上的缺點才是。

加油吧！

Done

All my busy day are gone, and it is now really close to the end of my first job.

I wish myself well.

I hope that I did a good job during my stay in this company. And hope that I do help people around me.

In this moment, I feel so excited about my leaving and the coming future, since that is what I earned in the past few months.

Long time away from my blogger, because I was so busy during the past few months. Working like a machine and restless, I almost lose myself.

Glad that I've been through the toughest time and now I'm getting better and better. 

I will give all my best wishes to who worked with me and some of my client since I really learn something from you, not only professional knowledge but also the skill if interpersonal responding. My first job is not bad, I earn some money and learn some sense but it time to move on. I will keep making myself a better person and live a better life.

Though I haven't quit (planed to do that at July 1st), my heart already started flying. During this time before I leave my job, I need to calm down myself and teach the new comers how to be a good auditor, hope that I am a good sample for them.

Tired tired tired

I'm so tired.

Both physically and mentally.

I need some more sleep and rest.

But about my tiredness of my work, well, that is not easy to deal with.

Maybe I just need to hold on and wait for a change of my mind.


I even lost the desire of shopping and walk around these days. It usually work, especially go window shopping in Taipei 101.

Anyway, just wait and see.

Not happy

After hearing my schedule and some bad news about my current case, I feel pretty upset these days.

I do want to leave earlier.

Why can't you just give me some break please.

Taiwan is really not a good place for work and earn the salary.

Hope this negative emotion will pass soon, because I still have lots of work to do recently. I hate IFRS! It's totally a evil and my client is totally a stxxxxx hxx.

Anyway, I'm not happy.

Laziness

I find myself quite lazy recently, and I lose to motivation to make everything as good as possible.

This is not a good sign for me, especially when I am still working.

I know this probably because I already got the admission from France. But I hope and I want that I'm one kind of person who always do his best at whatever position he is.

Keep making myself a better person, a stringer parson and people can rely on me more.

But sometimes I still can understand how people can just do things so poorly and has no responsibilities at all. Then I don't want to help those person at all.

Why can't we all try our best to make the world better!!

I pray to have a better tomorrow.

Work

Stay in YM this week, go business travel just after I came back to work.

Well, I think that I still have some unfamiliarity with my work now, but I am improving.

A little be tired actually, because it's a really tight schedule this week and the work is quite difficult especially when it's my first work when I came back.

But, keep fighting for greater ability.

I am still sort of workaholic haha.

Back to work.

After several weeks of rest, it's time to go back to work as a auditor.

Well, a little nervous and exited. Also, a little unwilling.

Anyway, do my job well until I get the next one.

從大case開始回歸工作狀態，要進入無窮加班的2013忙季囉!
希望今年可以加班少一些，我需要更多自我人生的充實覺得。

至少讓我有最高效率吧!!!!!!!!

Alez~

2013

Well, I should post on 1/1/2013 but I was too tired after the new year eve.

I forgot to do it yesterday since I watched a super horrible movie "SKYLINE".
One of the worst movie I ever seen!!!

新的一年又開始了，前一個年度是我有史以來網誌寫最少的一年，
大概是因為工作忙碌加上FB嚴重霸佔了我發言的機會。

今年會不會好一些，我希望啦!
畢竟臉書有時候太過於fast food我覺得，訊息來的快也去得快，一切就像是風一樣，轉眼就過去了。

不過，今年我還是在事務所工作，所以我想還是有些難度去長時間使用我的blogger，
雖然我有iPhone可以幫忙，但要寫比較多字需要一些時間。

新的一年我還是有著許多新的計畫，我想今年最重要的計畫莫過於 Back to France吧！
一切目前似乎都還在軌道上，唯一目前我還無法控制的是我的教授推薦信，
真的不知道老師去哪裡了，我希望他是去跨年度假所以都沒有機會看e-mail所以還沒有回我。

但是這實在令我頗為緊張，大部分的事情我可以自行處理好，
就是這個部份我無法。也許明天再寄一封e-mail了解一下狀況好了。

I wish I can go back to France to study and then find the chance to enter the society again.

至於其他的，目前沒有太多計畫，光Back to France就要耗到四月初，而且同時間事務所的忙季今年依舊會到六月中休息兩周後七月還有，八月依然要考會計師(我還是希望我可以考過啦!雖然我真的很討厭這個考試還有我剩下的科目)

如果四月確定可以去念書，那八月底考完會計師就要立刻出發去歐洲念書了。
然後再度開始重新適應新的環境新的城市新的習慣新的生活，應該不知不覺之間就又會度過2013年了吧！哈哈

Well, my life is so tight as usual. I am kind of enjoy it, though sometime I gonna be very tired of it.

Anyway, 目前我要趕緊把托福考好，口說實在爛得不像話。然後推薦信的部分要持續Follow並做好最壞的準備QQ。

Life goes on, and we move on. Gonna live a wonderful life in 2013, a joyful and romantic year.
BACK TO FRANCE.

Struggle

Dilemma, in work.

Hard to make a decision now.

And seeing people doing well in their area makes me feel a little upset. Because I am not well.

Oh, I need to focus on myself.
I don't want to fail and I don't want to be normal like those people.


Another emotional night.

五馬分屍

時裝水刀名牌包，安素奶粉癌症藥，
電鍍風車公車架，歐洲人才飛機票。

by nnnew.

Exhausted again

Fiscally and mentally, I am exhausted.

Even though I already having a easier week in BSt, I still can't feel rest.

Things didn't get better and I am still tired.

一種無窮盡的失重與無力，幾乎吞噬了我。在笑容底下什麼都沒有。

我依就可以工作我不知道我在做什麼。
有種被榨乾的感受。

可以結束了嗎？I already lost my pace.

Oops late

I miss the opportunity.

Oops! too late.

Well, it's my fault, and that's not gonna happen again.
我想，就先這樣吧！

有點可惜就是了，不過要繼續努力找找找！
Let's go!

But next time, be speedy and efficient.

THEN GET IT!

Green

Green light, I'm searching for you.

The most valuable paper in my company.

Start thinking about what is the best timing for doing this.

Kind of tired my job.

Try do hard to look for another way, but how could this be so difficult for me the have a solution.

Emotional and sentimental is what really under my skin recently.
Just keep trying and searching.

And please don't tell me that I think too much, I do want to think a lots, so that I can live.
Because I don't want to be those who live and work like a zombie, I am an independent human being, I should have the right to think!!

Gosh, I complain too much.

All in all, let me fly away from where I am.

A bad client

That could make you unhappy for quiet a long while.

This is life.

And I am learning to overcome this situation.

Trying to recover back from depression.

Though I also got so many things altogether at the same time, which makes me really upset.

So, I am still trying to solve all my problems in life.
Wish myself well.

Love And Peace.
Absolute freedom.
No limit.

The only one great thing is that I can really take a break from my job for four weeks.
But I already thinking about not going back....... I DON'T WANT.

stocktaking

Going to KINMEN for stocktaking tomorrow.

I have wake up early.

I don't like it.

忽然被一種負面情緒壟罩。
著實令我無奈、不悅而且緊張困擾。
也許生活被鎖住了，被關在一個封閉的空間撞牆。

好多事情我都記不得了，
很多感覺都遺失了。

希望明天去金門盤點可以找回一些生活的感覺。

Give and Take

Get only if you give.

This is true. Especially in office.

雖然不一定那麼即時，也不一定符合當下想要的。
但總會的。

反過來，
若永遠死守著手上的東西，不肯放，不肯給，不願意提供更好的機會，
那就等著成為一灘死水。
因為，活著的都離開了。

A dinner talk, make me think about this, so I decide to give more and to help more and do more.
Not for a feedback soon, but to create a more powerful future.
Collecting the energy of future.

1 to 3

If there is still a chance, I may want to in.

But I think the best moment is passed, just wait for the final result.

我也不知道該說什麼，總覺得這事情煞那之間是有點吸引人啦。
總之，未來事情不是我能自己完全掌握的，
努力盡本分，做好自己分的事情吧！

不自傲不自卑，這才是最重要的。

6 pm

Finally, after almost 5 months of hard work.

I can leave office at 6 pm ON TIME.

真是件令人開心的事情，所謂的生活又回來了。
也是該努力讓自己放鬆一小段時間，充電一下，養精蓄銳。

接著往下一個目標邁進。

工作地一年的目標原則上已經達到了，
只差在最後一點技術上層面問題決定，究竟我該不該接受這個offer，
畢竟有獎賞就有代價，破格的代價的確不小，
我願意在這份工作上多付出嗎?

I haven't decide yet, cause it's a really big issue for my career plan.

Well, I still have some time to think about it. For now, all I need to do is relax for few days.

Enjoy the life around me.

然後，再大步往前吧！

End of May

With unstoppable busy peak!

With a family war btw mom and brother.

With uncertainty of future, relationship and thought.

It's a totally different May in my life.
Haven't known whether its good or not, but life is like that and I have to move on.

I feel that I falling into a mystery of life. A part that I don't really discover before.