Struggle

Dilemma, in work.

Hard to make a decision now.

And seeing people doing well in their area makes me feel a little upset. Because I am not well.

Oh, I need to focus on myself.
I don't want to fail and I don't want to be normal like those people.


Another emotional night.

Another Untitle

Nothing special.

Still, I want to quit and go chase what I want.

Today, I search some more chance, and hope that it will somehow work in the future.

去香港走走好了12月的時候，我需要一點心的衝擊，新的衝擊。
今天思考的一些，也規劃了一些。
希望可以繼續努力督促自己，我覺得我還不夠strong。
Mentally, not strong at all, and this is why I need to fight for more, to strength myself.


All in all, just a day passed, I believe I will be much better the day after.

真是胡言亂語的網誌。

Travel, somewhere

我真的好想去旅行，是真正的旅行。

去一個陌生的地方，看陌生的人做他們生活中的事情。

我不要度假，我要旅行。

今年真的沒有旅行過。
去泰國那次只能說是混亂的度假，連放鬆休息的感覺都沒有。


背起背包，去走走吧！買張機票，去遠方吧！

五馬分屍

時裝水刀名牌包，安素奶粉癌症藥，
電鍍風車公車架，歐洲人才飛機票。

by nnnew.

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Hard to make a decision.

To quit or not to quit, that's the problem.

And to find something that I really love to do for my life is even harder.

我想要很多，不知道該怎麼走才會到，
應該說想要走東走西走南走北，卻不知道怎麼走是終點。

有捨才有得，只有選定心中最渴望的，
才能夠走得長久走到終點。

然而，什麼是我最渴望的呢？

十月，過了一半。
好似一年又要結束了，我卻不知道我在幹嘛。

Exhausted again

Fiscally and mentally, I am exhausted.

Even though I already having a easier week in BSt, I still can't feel rest.

Things didn't get better and I am still tired.

一種無窮盡的失重與無力，幾乎吞噬了我。在笑容底下什麼都沒有。

我依就可以工作我不知道我在做什麼。
有種被榨乾的感受。

可以結束了嗎？I already lost my pace.

October

I miss the weather, in autumn, a bit cool, a bit slow.

October, such a month for remember, the last two years, I was in France in October.

我完全不知道我在講什麼，
生命中總是有那些你想要永遠記得的畫面。

October
And the trees are stripped bare
Of all they wear
What do I care
October
And kingdoms rise
And kingdoms fall
But you go on... and on..

U2- October

如詩一般的歌詞，簡短，卻寓意深遠。
這就是秋天。

深埋在落葉之中。