啟程

每一天，都有一些事情將會發生； 　每段路，都有即將要來的旅程； 　 每顆心，都有值得期待的成分； 　  每個人，都有愛上另一個人的可能。  想愛就不能害怕會有傷痕， 　沒有人完整，卻有人能信任，才找到永恆。  想到達明天，現在就要啟程，只有你能帶我走向未來的旅程。 　想到達明天，現在就要啟程，你能讓我看見黑夜過去，天開始明亮的過程。  想到達明天，現在就要啟程，只有你能帶我走向未來的旅程。 　想到達明天，現在就要啟程，你能讓我看見黑夜過去

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啟程前往冬季旅程，離開雷恩，交換生涯結束。

時間過得真的很快，令人感傷，期待未來還有機會，可以享受這樣的時光。

很感謝，感謝所有的，感謝這樣的安排。

begining of December

usually I post more article in the beginning of each month.

I guess that it's because I have more free time at first then I go out.

But this time, it isn't.

Some bad thing happen, I lost my wallet last Saturday and it makes me really upset.

Not because of the lost of money, I don't even lost any money and my card are fine.

I already tell my bank to stop the card.

What makes me upset is that I lost many memory,

my bus card, my rail card, my library card, my supermarket member card, my phone card,

and my student card.

And I hate that I have to deal with all this stuff again.

Especially at the moment that my final exam week just begin.

I really hate myself for lost my wallet, I should be very careful all the time.

Because usually I'm not a lucky guy, I have to take care of everything around so that it won't fail.

Thus, every time when I just release for a moment, I got trouble.

It's happen all the time, and I am really disappointed that I can't change it.

If I am a person who always being caution, I will be fine.

Anyway, I don't think I can find my wallet back. Not at all.

So, all I have to do is deal with all the stuff I lost and just to make my life back to normal way.

Endless sorrow,

Can I have a hero.

and Let me out.

Art F.

Talk about it today.

A project manager. I don't know if I am ready for it.

I don't remember when I start to be so afraid of unknown.

It's really disappointed me to be a person like that.

However, I still have so huge pressure from them, they gave me too much and I don't know whether I can pay them back just like what they gave me.

I try to satisfy everything they want from me.

And I am tired of it sometimes.

I pray, pray for a way.

A way which is correct.

For now, I am really afraid of loss and fail.

I may cry, but don't know why.

Because there is no reason why.

Even though, I don't cry for a long time.

Only if I am crime.

The direction of future is so unclear, should I?

I see so many and I still quite confused.

No matter where I am.

It's late and I gotta go to bed.

Think about it tomorrow and hope I can get some idea.